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Releasing Emotion - The Valiant Surrender

Discussion in 'Wild Card Forum' started by fifthcolumn, Jul 10, 2019.

  1. fifthcolumn

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    I don't know what they tell the kids now, but when I came up they told us to vent our emotions. They said that you were like a bottle, and if you didn't "let off some steam" or "vent" your emotions, they would build up to the point where the bottle explodes and you freak out. Lose it.

    You can do anything you want with emotions. Especially Release them. You can discontinue indulging an emotion and release it. Give it back to God, the Universe, and everything.

    The "bottle or vent" paradigm is a false dichotomy. It tricks you into believing there are only two options, when there are tons, and in this case both of the options given are bad for you. Go figure. You don't want to "bottle" because of all the exploding, and you don't want to "vent" because the recent science teaches that "Venting your anger is practice for being an angry person."

    Anger is not an emotional pattern that I need to be reinforcing to my subconscious mind. For some it is. Not me. I do it too much. I don't need to be venting and repeating patterns to my subconscious that do not serve me anymore.

    When you release emotion, some people will tell you "Oh, well I hope you transmuted it before you just set all that Anger adrift in my Universe."

    I don't think it works like that. First, it's my universe. Second, I think it's just energy. The only reason it was Anger was because I had it.

    The new energy or information I take in generates a response. My own perspectives, the story I was telling myself, and my belief structure determine the form that response will take. Indifference, Happiness, Anger... When I release my Anger back to the universe, is it even still Anger?

    Or am I, through conscious force of will, transmuting the Anger into a feeling of Surrender and Release?

    As far as Karma and Cause and Effect are concerned, I think you have to be aiming at something for those rules to come into play. If I'm just surrendering the energy back to the universe, I don't think we're playing the Karma or Cause and Effect game. And if we are playing that game- what is our intent? To fight less with your brothers and sisters just for the sake of less fighting? Because you do it too much? Well.. shit, man. That's a blessing. You just made Karma your ally.
     
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    funny you say don't vent because that makes you a angry person, I was staying win a trailor for a month with my dad and my dads friend that was a hardcore drugy.. so ya that was a experience he always drinks then goes insaine not like ok hes saying randome stuff like I thinke he is the devel stuff. don't vent and be turn into a angry person because you could be like a devil. im sorta used to this stuff but it was a new level. I took a pic in the night when the door was open and there was a white object above him when he was sleeping, I took the pic on the otherside of the mirror though and it could have been a dirty mirror, I got rid of the phone (fbi might be spying on me, that probably didn't do anything) but for like hours he would be be banging on stuff and yelling as loud as he could. he had artheritis and his car needed to be fixed, I think he will get surgery and get his car fixed. so everything is fine. im fine I thought the fbi sent a message saying I have a ticket for looking at illegal porn on my phone but im pretty sure I didn't and it was some wired virus. theres gross stuff on the internet and Im kinda used to that stuff so if I see a weird site im like whatever maybe the next site wont be gross. one page will be like wtf and the next will be like finaly some hot girls, how can I wack off to people fucking a horse or something. so ya Im glad im not angry
     
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    one more thing that is crazy is last night I had a dream about him being crazy, so weird both our pinky finger are halfway gone. he shot his off and mine is I stuck my finger in the door when I was like 3 and my sister closed it not knowing I had a finger stuck in it. iwas yelling don't close the door. she was like 6 so she was like um sure. I guess that was only one of the many crazy things that happened to me as a child.
     
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    don't mean to steal the thread, I had a few beers and you got me thinking. so many things are like 1 in 1000 how did all this happen.

    everyone has to work together or everything is just bad luck. this forum and show happened because of good luck.
     
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    You say some of the sanest shit, man. Sounds scary. I hate that shit. When I used to fly off the handle, it used to scare people. I never knew it until people started telling me.

    It's the NSA on my phone. I got delusions of grandeur, baby. I used to force my wife to sit through sessions of me talking down to them. "Slimy, subhuman whores without the balls to stand up for anything right.." Wasted energy, my friend.

    I agree entirely with what you said about horse fucking. It is almost as if the internet is trying to steal your innocence and degrade you.

    I don't think you're crazy, man... Sound too sane sometimes.
     
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    Yeah, you ain't fucking crazy, man. You can tell that bullshit to the tourists. You might be the sanest guy here.

    I'll smoke to good luck and blessings in the form of this forum and this show.
     
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    its mostly my fault but I do really hate the government. I can help myself but the government has fucked me up. I think kids today are fuched.
     
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    from the past years ive seen what autisom is with living in Portland being diagnosed with a mild level of it. there are so many. there brain is so not what is natural, they don't care about having a life, like me im only obsessed with my digital reality. music and video games. when you are so messed up you don't even play games and don't even like music then that's scary.
     
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    there was a couple girls as this disabled place I worked at, dam I liked them but it was like the didn't give a fucking shit about me. its like faucked, I was like fuck it I don't care. what els was I going to say? oh ya ypu can get rid of autisom ( cant spell it now that's how it should be spelled ?) you can fix it by eating good then we can work together. how w work together then that's a story that im ver crazy about. about 25 thousand people have heard about my city ideas.
     
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    Agreed. There are levels of autism that seem untouchable. But that ain't you.

    How much emotion can you feel?
     
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    well emotion is good. I lived with a guy that never have drank or never smoked. he never had much emotion. the only emotion he had was letting off that pill he took and he lauphed for the enire night. in my early 20's I thought that was crazy. lets go further in life. a 50 year old with bad problems, being aroung two people that like to chill? things are very weird if you want to be in the devil state. ive been there a couple times, well im hoping because that releases all you fucked up energy. so I think I underatand the positive and negative.
     
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    im not evil because I know everything is just geometry or math.
     
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    I don't like the word math it attracts the wrong people.
     
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    that's just my ego sorry. ive drank a bunch
     
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    well if I drank a bunck that means I have less a ego? well ok eather way I don't give a shit. the natural energy died. now its just poisoned energy? poisoned energy is whT lived on. im immune to it,
     
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    the only thing I hate about myself is I have to have pain. I want to live a life so amazing, with ear pearcings. I
     
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    well that wemt great. im sloppy with the typewriter. but maybe I should get some percings. ive always wanted to, that would releace bottled up energy
     
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    reptilian and autisom… linked too crazy maybe. they are both more deep underground...
     
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    So I was thinking about asking you about an idea I had. A Rave Hospital.

    Could be a ho down hospital or a hip hip hospital- depending on your region or night. The idea would be to harness the energy of a nightclub and direct it toward healing the patients in the hospital.

    What does the architecture look like? Where is the club located? Gotta have chopper access and separate hospital and club ground entrances.

    You make everybody who walks in the club door sign a contract that they donate the energy of all their sexual tension (romance) and all of their physical movement (dance) to the healing of the patients inside.

    What life giving force could be tapped to supercharge a hospital? Gentlemen, I give you the human libido.

    What you do is hire a bunch of old ladies from the Daughters of the American Revolution and the Sisters of Perpetual Agony to man the casino-like Eye's in the Sky. They're enforcing the 6 inches for the holy ghost and handing out warnings through these hulking bouncers on headset.

    Because we want the tension. The romance. (So does she, by the way). We want male and female displays both subtle and grand. The threat of approval or denial. The thrill of the chase. Those precursors of both love and life energy. A handjob on the dancefloor is no longer the chase. And the Sister's won't put up with it.

    That way you don't scare the squares. You can take in the after-school crowd. Get that teenage libido harnessed and working for good. That "Did her boob just touch my shoulder when she passed me that soda?" energy. The first timers, snowed under by emotion and desire. Healing children with cancer, three floors up.

    Can you do that with a contract? Can you design the building to maximize it?
     
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    all I know is my vision has all been matrix visons. nothing would happen. its like haha your a joke. so that's how the world happens. that's how the synthetic sees it and that's the true form. not for long it will change, good or bad who knows